I have to admit that owning a dog hasn't been what I expected.. I still live in a house blocked off by baby gates... Lexx is never allowed in most of the house. As I sit here, he's pacing around his area, investigating things and several of the rooms are out of my range of sight. I have to admit, everytime I can't see him, I get antsy and nervous... what is he in to? Is he going to have an accident oh my god oh my god.. and I always end up calling him back. He of course listens and trots back right away... but This isn't what I expected.
I wanted a dog that could live freely in the house.. that I didn't listen for 24/7...
Am I ever going to get over this? After everything, will I ever be able to trust him? I just feel like I'm destined to live with gates keeping him restrained for the rest of his life, and I'm just not happy about it.
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